Moving Through the Past

We've made a viscous history, but I have a short term memory against ill times.

Gone

She was right
I was wrong
I made mistakes
Now it's late
And she's gone

Needs

You don't need me around.
You don't want me around.
You don't like the things I say.
You don't think I'm trying.
And
I don't understand.
I don't know what I've done.
I don't know what was said wrong.
I don't know where I go wrong
Every other day.

Love wasn't on my mind.
Now that it is
It's over powering my entire psyche.

Fingernail Polish

One of my favorite things about you is the chips and flakes in your finger nail polish.

Occasionally

Maybe we just need each other occasionally.  Maybe we need each other in doses like an antidote to the world.

Jealous

I thought I needed to be proactive. I could change feelings.

Jealousy is not getting your way, and hoping things don't work.